February 20, 2018:

Thursday evening at 6:52 p.m., I received the next revision of Blood Money. I read the editor’s comments, and was both overwhelmed with happiness and gobsmacked with anxiety at the same time. While the editor was very encouraging in saying I did a good job on the first revision, she also stated this would be the last opportunity I would see the manuscript in editable form. She encouraged me to take my time and do my best revising without changing the format. Once she receives it back, the story goes into production.  Once in production, there will be very little opportunity for changes. Wow. The pressure. I’m questioning every word, comma and period. That’s a big responsibility. What if the book comes out and it’s full of mistakes? I’m sure a copy editor (or two) will go through it with a fine-tooth comb, but I’m also sure every writer goes through the nervous stage and the “what ifs?” Saturday, I spent eight hours on this revision and only got through page 101 of 338.  My house needed cleaning, clothes overflowed the hamper, and there was no food in the house. Also, I would have loved being out and about, after a long work-week; but I hunkered down and concentrated on editing. However, Gus received his normal belly rubs at his command. I do have my priorities in order, after all. The payoff of another book to hold in my hands will be worth it. That’s why I do this.